Something and Nothing

1. sleeping more than two hours at a stretch for the first time in three weeks
2. pepparkakor cookies
3. walking through snow delicately
4. Gretchen driving my car off the edge of the driveway
5. my yellow dress
6. black bean brownies
7. doing nothing but sleep and read
8. the desmise of "Ski Free After Three"
9. my new ring
10. distraction
11. Grandma's sugar free chocolate syrup
12. Jeremy's disdain of Grandma's sugar free chocolate syrup
13. sprawling the bedroom floor
14. reporting
15. "I can do hard things."
16. not dreaming
17. stir crazy
18. going to the piano
19. drawing out goodbye
20. the wait